Monday, September 17, 2007

I'm in a bad place today

I don't know what else to say to round this out other than, I'm really struggling. I'm angry about I few situations in my life. I feel helpless in a few other situations and I feel overwhelmed by having to be... well me.

I'm tired of feeling overwhelmed. I'm tired of worrying about things that are not mine. I am tired of feeling like I need to apologize for being me. I'm tired of feeling like I can't have a hard day because I am lucky to be in the place that I am. And most of all I am just tired of always being exhausted.

I give everything I have to those around me and sometimes I want to just need to be cared for too. I'm grateful my husband gave to me this weekend. I am truly running on empty and he helped me gain enough reserve to make it through today at naptime.

I need a hug.

1 comment:

jg said...

I know this was ages ago and I don't know you, but I feel you. Hugs.